sighs, there are times i wish i was that kinda girl. hahaha, cassandra would be so disappointed in me for my moments of 'weakness'. but i can't help it really. i wonder if life would be so much easier if i was that kinda girl.

but yet at the same time, i can't imagine myself living any other way really.

being the ocd planner that i am. i've mapped out this entire new plan of how my life's going to be now. hahaha. spent a whole night on that :p

i refuse to be sucked into the system. refuse to be satisfied with average success. refuse refuse refuse.